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I feel so weighed down by too many things that are up in the air or pending in a time line I'm not sure how to handle. But I don't want to write about it because it just feels like it would all just get jumbled and whiny. /sighs

Ugh. Yes I live. I've just fallen half off the face of the internet. I'll...try to post soon, would like to get back in the habit of at least keeping up around here. We'll see.

Also what the heck happened to the main LJ/none personalized pages? It's weird. Sterile?

I'm sorry I haven't gotten to doing a post here yet for anyone who's been looking for it, I've just been busy or side tracked by things like fb and webcomics or holidays/work. I let those things side track me too because besides wanting to keep up on them, I've also just not had the motivation to write what I need to. It involves having to talk about stuff that still hurts/makes me sad (I lost my regular site, am on probation for 6 (now 5) months) and I just haven't felt up to re-hashing things I don't even let myself think about. It also doesn't help that I haven't posted in so long, there's going to be a lot to catch up on of what I can remember to cover. The longer I wait, the harder it'll be to get around to it, but I promise I'll get to it.

To let you all know I'm alive. I'll try to actually post soon, I hope.

A friend of mine uses the same title for her posts that she puts up every Monday, Wednesday and Friday and it's sort of nifty? I'm not sure I'd post that often, but... -shrugs- Just a random thought to start off with today. :)

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I know there has been a lot I wanted to post about here in the weeks since the last entry, but I know I won't be able to remember it all. Ah well, some of it is no longer relevant and anything else just means a little less on the list of things to whine about. lol But if I posted more often, I would have more accurate and update info to report. Probably. Mostly. >_>

Let's see what news I *can* remember!

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I really do need to find more time to post each week since I might have lots to do, I enjoy posting here. It helps me record and organize and vent and just feel better sometimes. <3 That's all for tonight folks!

Cut out the start to this since it's no longer relevant, can't remember if I started it yesterday or last Friday.

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..about the way I ended yesterday's post re: the bit about always complaining and not wanting to make it a private entry.


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It's sort of ridiculous that I was on the day shift for the past three weeks and though I was off in day light hours, I still basically ended up never getting anything done, seeing anyone, or finding time to post here let alone write or draw in general like I wanted to be doing. And I admit it's not entirely that I was busy or anything, I just felt like I had no time in a sense because I didn't get home til 4pm the first week and 3-4pm the next two and had to go to bed by 8pm to get up at 4am. I just felt really crunched and limited which is weird because it wasn't much different than before when I'd get home at midnight ish and go to bed around 4am, maybe 5am to get up around noon or so.

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